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Well figured I should update. Mostly to let you all know I felt better after resting for that day. Was just the weather I guess. ๐Ÿ˜Š

Last week has been a lazy week for me. It was so hot I never felt like doing much. And work, has been ugh as usual. I’m trying more or will be to better myself and not let stuff get to me. I need to ignore people that irritate me instead of getting mad and having outbursts sometimes. Honestly my main problem.

I have been trying out Final Fantasy XIV Online. There was a free trial for 30 days and thanks to reading Winter Moon (a web comic about online gaming), I felt like playing one of those again. I used to play a few: Final Fantasy XI, World of Warcraft, Fly for Fun.

Not too far in. Don’t think I like it as much as XI or World of Warcraft though. But I’ll play some more. I made my character one of the cat looking races. To me she’s a ferret! ๐Ÿ˜†

Posted on May 30th, 2020 in Games, Health, Offline, Online, Work by Megan. 8 Comments


As usual not much going on. Had a nice Thanksgiving. Hope everyone else did too!

Right now working away at Christmas shopping. Though mostly set, other then a few gifts.

I really would like to update more. Just…rarely much to write about. But don’t want to give up this place either. No, I’m not closing it! ๐Ÿ˜›

I mostly write here like in the old days of blogging. Just bout my life. Just always have. Though the few times I’ve had more themed posts, those were fun.

I think part of my issue sometimes is I have a hard time sharing some stuff. Like stuff I mess up and what not, or thoughts I don’t think are great. I get ashamed or embarrassed. I have the same issue with my offline journal. But, I guess it shouldn’t matter. Just write about what I want, as long as I’m not hurting anyone.

Anyway, what would you guys like to see? I won’t definitely take your suggestions for sure, but I will consider them!

Posted on December 3rd, 2019 in Holidays, Misc, Offline, Online, Writing by Megan. 8 Comments

The joys of anxiety!

Figured I should update. I don’t even think I’ve written in my journal this week! Haven’t really thought to or been lazy. But its been a rough week with work. Hopefully this week will be better! Just gotta try harder! ๐Ÿ˜˜

Today been struggling a bit. Mostly with anxiety and stuff. Partly its cause my period should be coming soon. Also I did take my medications later (for depression and anxiety and stuff). I’m used to taking it at like 4:30 am, I took it around noonish. ๐Ÿ˜… So probably a bit of everything. However, I mostly been doing okay dealing with it. Just been telling myself to calm down.

I’ve found this quote helpful from Tiny Budda.com:

โ€œWhen you canโ€™t control whatโ€™s happening, challenge yourself to control how you respond to whatโ€™s happening. Thatโ€™s where your power is.โ€ – Unknown –

Its got me all over it! ๐Ÿ˜† But I keep thinking of it today and I found it helps. That and trying just to ignore stuff.

Also the same site has an interesting book on worries. More info here. Tempted to try it, but not quite sure if its for me. Plus I do have a lot of journals as it is. ๐Ÿ˜… I do follow their twitter and like some of the quotes they post.

I am at least nearly done with all my chores. Just a few more to finish up and all done. Its nice to be done a little bit eariar then usual.

I’d like to watch some Magic Knight Rayearth, but probably won’t happen. Hopefully can at least fit in catching up on reading “Precious Moments Holy Bible” though!

Posted on March 31st, 2019 in Health, Offline, Online by Megan. 12 Comments
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Name: Megan
Nicknames: Maroon and Maroon Caludin
Gender: Female
Birthdate: September 25th
Age: 38
Occupation: McDonalds employee
Hobbies: Writing, drawing, reading, games, computers, role playing, web design, cartoons, comics, manga/anime, web comics, and animals Read More