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I actually meant to update a while ago, but, uh never happened. 😅

Another birthday passed. I’m now 35. Was pretty nice and got some cool gifts of course.

Other then that mostly the same old boring stuff. Work, eat, sleep, role play. 😆 Well, and lots of reading still. 🙂 Right now working on my daily Bible readings and the Little House series. I recently read the Rose years, now working on the original Laura ones, which is probably my favorite. I haven’t read the ones before this about her great grandmother, grandmother, and mother. Eventually I will.

I guess that’s about it for now.

Posted on October 19th, 2020 in Literature, Offline by Megan. 2 Comments

Yay books!

Well, I’m still somewhat overwhelmed, but I often do feel like that I guess. *shrugs* Probably one of the many things I’ll always deal with.

I did however start meditating again. I felt I needed it. Not sure how I feel yet. *shrugs*

On the plus been doing loads of reading. Got really into it when I started reading the second series of The House of Night by P.C. Cast and Kristen Cast. Forgot how good those books were. I completely devoured them. Soooo good! Then, moved on The Little House books, well one of the later series of them, The Rose Years by Roger Lea MacBride. Just as good as the original ones I think. Right now working on “To Sleep in a Sea of Stars” by Christopher Paolini. I wasn’t sure how I’d like this one, but its soooo good! So hard to put down. I highly recommend it.

Oh yeah, I did some loveliness. I am so accident prone. I was taking some nasal spray last night. It wasn’t wanting to come out. My hand slipped and it went right in my eye. It was okay though. Didn’t even really hurt actually. I rinsed it and all was well. I actually did something similar before. Some years back I had had an eye infection and had been taking drops. I stupidly kept it with my eye drops. Naturally I eventually put it in my eye. That burned like crazy! And that eye was super dry after. Though it was okay too.

I was especially annoyed last night though since I was having issues with my one eye. Allergies or whatever I guess. Was draining on one side and the other was dry from moisture dripping (likely eye drops. I have dry eye. Actually got eye plugs put in for it which helped some.). Luckily I didn’t do it to that eye. Just was so mad at myself.

Guess that’s about it.

Posted on September 21st, 2020 in Health, Literature, Offline by Megan. 8 Comments

Feeling overwhelmed

So…I haven’t written since before my vacation.

In regards to that it was okay. Not as good as my first.

Anyway, lately been feeling a bit overwhelmed.

Work is always an issue there. It gets to me. Just gets…rough. But right now mostly I think some of the habits I’ve been trying to do aren’t helping. And by habits I mean things like my bullet journal, gratitude journal, mediation, stuff like that. Though I do think the meditation has been helpful. I just feel stressed about it. Especially in the morning doing that stuff.

I did discuss it with my mom and I’m taking a break from it. And then I’ll slowly try the stuff again and see how I feel.

Today was the first day I tried. I feel sorta happy I guess. More free. Part of me I guess doesn’t want to. I’m not saying I’m giving up the stuff. Not yet. I’m going to see how I feel. Like the meditation I do enjoy. Some days its meh but other days awesome. I think it does help too. But I’m going to try without it and see like the other stuff. Could be I’m just trying to do too much. But again we’ll see.

Posted on September 10th, 2020 in Health, Offline, Writing by Megan. 4 Comments
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Name: Megan
Nicknames: Maroon and Maroon Caludin
Gender: Female
Birthdate: September 25th
Age: 34
Occupation: McDonalds employee
Hobbies: Writing, drawing, reading, games, computers, role playing, web design, cartoons, comics, manga/anime, web comics, and animals Read More