Why yes, I actually decided to update. 😜 I’m so terrible about this. 😂
Anyway, quite a bit happier then I was yesterday. Work was awful and I was just having a general bad day. Part of it is my own stupidness. I accidentally went two days without taking my anxiety/anti-depression meds. 😣 On top of that my lady friend is due. 🤪 So, awful, awful day. Oh yeah, and it also was the anniversary of my brother’s death. 😭 My mom and sister got balloons and hung them on his archy target. Sadly the rain kinda messed em up. So yeah, again, not a happy day.
But as I mentioned I had a much better day today. Just was feeling better. Maybe since my meds were back in my system. Plus had a nice talk with my mom last night. Also started trying out the Five Minute Journal again via the app. That felt really good. I tend to credit that the most. 😅
And in more better news I bought myself a new computer. A MacBook Air.
Mine was a bit old. Mostly I got it because I had just gotten my vacation check from work (like $620), and I decided to use it for that, which covered slightly more then half. Normally it would of been saved for my vacations (a week in July and another in August), however, with the Covid-19 we’re not doing anything so I decided to use it for that.
Really love it. The new features are great, and it runs way better. My dad got my old one for Father’s Day. He hates trying to figure out how to use it. 😂 Its his first Mac.
Anyway, that’s about it I guess.
Well figured I should update. Mostly to let you all know I felt better after resting for that day. Was just the weather I guess. 😊
Last week has been a lazy week for me. It was so hot I never felt like doing much. And work, has been ugh as usual. I’m trying more or will be to better myself and not let stuff get to me. I need to ignore people that irritate me instead of getting mad and having outbursts sometimes. Honestly my main problem.
I have been trying out Final Fantasy XIV Online. There was a free trial for 30 days and thanks to reading Winter Moon (a web comic about online gaming), I felt like playing one of those again. I used to play a few: Final Fantasy XI, World of Warcraft, Fly for Fun.
Not too far in. Don’t think I like it as much as XI or World of Warcraft though. But I’ll play some more. I made my character one of the cat looking races. To me she’s a ferret! 😆
I ended up spending the day resting today.
Well, I did go to work, but I suddenly felt sick. I felt kinda shaky, and light headed, and nauseous, and felt like I was going to throw up. Since we’re supposed to tell the mangers if we’re feeling sick, I did. I went home around 9 AM. I spent the day sleeping.
Later I felt a bit better, though still shaky. I don’t have a fever or anything. My mom thinks its the weather changing that bothered me. She said she felt like that the other day. Most likely is. Sometimes that stuff does tend to bother me.
Anyway, today my work was giving the crew chicken dinners. One for you and one for a family member. I originally was going to pick it up, but as I went home sick I didn’t go. My one manger called up asking why I didn’t. I kinda figured they’d figure I wouldn’t if I went home sick? But the owner offered to drop it off, which she did. And she asked how many people were in my house (4), and gave us two more. Was super nice. One thing I have to say about her is she does care about her workers. Throughout this whole Covid-19 she’s been giving us gift cards and slightly more pay.
The chicken was good though might have been too rich for me. Upsetted my tummy. Its not likely anything though. In reality I probably should call in, but I think I’m okay. Probably just allergies and stuff. Sometimes I do get it. And the weather’s been going back and forth. I’ll see how I feel.
Probably should just go to bed though. We’ll see.