Hmm…

As usual not much going on. Had a nice Thanksgiving. Hope everyone else did too!

Right now working away at Christmas shopping. Though mostly set, other then a few gifts.

I really would like to update more. Just…rarely much to write about. But don’t want to give up this place either. No, I’m not closing it! 😛

I mostly write here like in the old days of blogging. Just bout my life. Just always have. Though the few times I’ve had more themed posts, those were fun.

I think part of my issue sometimes is I have a hard time sharing some stuff. Like stuff I mess up and what not, or thoughts I don’t think are great. I get ashamed or embarrassed. I have the same issue with my offline journal. But, I guess it shouldn’t matter. Just write about what I want, as long as I’m not hurting anyone.

Anyway, what would you guys like to see? I won’t definitely take your suggestions for sure, but I will consider them!

The joys of anxiety!

Figured I should update. I don’t even think I’ve written in my journal this week! Haven’t really thought to or been lazy. But its been a rough week with work. Hopefully this week will be better! Just gotta try harder! 😘

Today been struggling a bit. Mostly with anxiety and stuff. Partly its cause my period should be coming soon. Also I did take my medications later (for depression and anxiety and stuff). I’m used to taking it at like 4:30 am, I took it around noonish. 😅 So probably a bit of everything. However, I mostly been doing okay dealing with it. Just been telling myself to calm down.

I’ve found this quote helpful from Tiny Budda.com:

“When you can’t control what’s happening, challenge yourself to control how you respond to what’s happening. That’s where your power is.” – Unknown –

Its got me all over it! 😆 But I keep thinking of it today and I found it helps. That and trying just to ignore stuff.

Also the same site has an interesting book on worries. More info here. Tempted to try it, but not quite sure if its for me. Plus I do have a lot of journals as it is. 😅 I do follow their twitter and like some of the quotes they post.

I am at least nearly done with all my chores. Just a few more to finish up and all done. Its nice to be done a little bit eariar then usual.

I’d like to watch some Magic Knight Rayearth, but probably won’t happen. Hopefully can at least fit in catching up on reading “Precious Moments Holy Bible” though!

Busyness!

Been somewhat busy lately. And lazy too! 😂

A few months (well more like maybe two at most) we got a treadmill. My mom’s doctor recommended one to her to strengthen her lungs, and I jumped right in saying I’d love one too. Eventually she finally did get one (I’m splitting the price of it with her!) Sadly when we got it when we plugged it in it wouldn’t turn on, so we had to wait for parts for it to be fixed. We waited over a month. It really was ridiculous. One day my mom decided to try plugging it in for the heck of it, and the damn thing turned on! 😦 So, yeah, it apparently works now. So at least we don’t gotta fight to get it repaired anymore.

Anyway, I’ve probably been using it the most. I use it most days for a half hour to an hour. I really love it. It feels great! 😁

Still working at Kingdom Hearts: Final Mix as well, though haven’t been playing a ton. Its hard to find the time sometimes and honestly if I turn it on I’m there for a while. 😅

Also been playing Sailor Moon Drops on and off. Honestly I’m pretty bored of it (have been for a while) but wanna get my fun in till it shuts down at the end of the month.

Also still working on a secret project for my forum. I will share it once I’m done probably. Its getting there though. 🙂

That’s about it really.