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Determination!

First thanks for the well wishes. 😊

I obviously felt the urge to write.

I have this habit of mine where I feel I need to re-do certain things. Its probably due to my OCD. Its a habit I hate because it causes me a lot of stress. I’ve been feeling that a lot this week…

There was a few things I was starting to re-do and stuff. However, I decided I simply don’t want to and I don’t want to care about it. Of course part of me feels rather uneasy about this, but another part (which feels bigger at the moment) feels determination to just get over it. I know that’s also the only way I will. Its scary, but I’ll try.

I’ll likely run it by my mom, which is another habit of mine. Not exactly a bad one exactly, but I can’t rely on her all the time as much as I do. Its not that she doesn’t help me and stuff. She does. She’s nearly always there for me. But, for both our sakes I need to handle stuff on my own.

So, yes, I’m going to keep trying. ☺ Duh. 😆

I’ve done a bit better with this break of mine. Well, as far as spending a little less time online. Mostly just check role plays and some other stuff.

Well, I have to finish getting ready for bed and stuff. Later!

Plugs

Kassy and Pauline

Posted on August 2nd, 2018 in Health, Offline by Megan. 12 Comments

Going on a break

A while ago I attempted to do this. I mostly failed at it. However, I feel I need to try again.

Over the last few years my depression, anxiety, and worries, have gotten worse. Right now is probably the worse I’ve felt it for a long time. I’m unhappy and have little motivation and energy. The only things I really do is work, sleep, eat, go online, and play games. I haven’t kept up with chores and stuff that I should be doing. I don’t want to be like this anymore. I hate it.

So, I’m going to attempt this again and hopefully it will go better. My goal is mostly to cut back on my time spent online. Its not good for me to go from one screen to another. I will still be coming online. Mostly to check role plays and stuff. And obviously I’ll still be checking mail and what not.

I don’t know if I’ll be posting much (like I have anyway XD) during this. Probably at least my monthy ones. Or if I feel like it. I at least will once a week check on more maintenance type stuff with my sites.

However, this isn’t a good-bye. Just a see ya later. I’ll still be around, I just am going to try to be around less.

Posted on July 26th, 2018 in Health, Offline, Updates by Megan. 4 Comments

My Dresser

So a while back I mentioned the new dresser I got. Pauline suggested I should show how it went with my room. Like a month ago I took a picture.

So there it is!

As for the things I have on it. There’s my radio that I mostly use for listening to my iPod. Two crystal like orbs with jellyfish in them. A big flower like lamp. Two angel wing dishes with angel tokens in them and another next to one. A holder for my Native American flutes (which are in their cases right now). Finally a Sailor Moon music box and a Sailor Moon figure. Oh wait…somewhere is some turtle figure floating around on there and not pictured now some My Little Pony figures on the speakers of the radio.

You may not be able to see it but on the right near the Sailor Moon figure there is damage on it. That’s how it came. It is being fixed. A guy is coming Friday to put a new top on it.

Other then that issue, I really love it. 😍 Its pretty and it stores my clothes pretty well! Mind you not everything is in there, but I seem to have enough room. Plus been throwing out stuff too which helps. Its taller then I’m used to, but I don’t mind too much.

Well, that’s all for now. I should get ready for bed. Later!

Plugs

Hiro, Ashley, Kenny, Michelle, and Georgie

Posted on June 12th, 2018 in Misc, Offline by Megan. 22 Comments
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Megan

Name: Megan
Nicknames: Maroon and Maroon Caludin
Gender: Female
Birthdate: September 25th
Age: 32
Occupation: McDonalds employee
Hobbies: Writing, drawing, reading, games, computer, role playing, web design, cartoons, comics, manga/anime, web comics, and animals Read More