First thank you to all the lovely well wishes! It meant a lot!
I’m still not quite in a great place, but not entirely bad either. Kinda meh, and up and down.
However, I am going to try to make more of an effort to change things. For one, I’m taking a break from many things:
- Five Minute Journal
- Awesome Journal
- My other private little habits
Now the last one, will probably be more of a partial break. Knowing me (and how addictive the internet is) I will pop around to check stuff. But I am going to try to limit that. I’d like to refrain from anything I see as a chore. We’ll see how that and all this goes.
Its not that I’m giving up these things, but I need a break from stuff I feel. I may/may not still post here. I’d like to share how stuff goes. I’m not even sure how long I’ll do it for, or how successful I’ll be, but its something I want to try for myself. Some stuff I may go back to doing, some I may not. I just I guess need a breather and I often wondered if a break like this could help.
As I said I’ll likely pop in and out, but I’m going to try to limit my time online.
Also, before I end this on my forum Caludin.com I’m looking for a moderator, so if anyone is interested check it out!
Today has been…stressful. Just work mostly, and having a hard time dealing with people and stuff. I’m not going into details.
I did have a good chat with my mom. I’m going to try harder to just relax. Just gotta just worry about myself (well NOT worry or try not to), and just chill.
I shall try harder! *shakes fist*
Wait, what’s this? Two entries in a row? *gasp* 😮
Why yes, it is! 😄 I said I’d try. Key word there. Remember it when there’s a lack of me posting! 😆
Anyway…I am so freaking tired today! 😴 I got to bed late last night, plus I slept cruddy, so extra tired! Luckily I only worked 5 am – 10 am. Though sadly we’re doing construction at work so its a real pain there. I want to be there for it as little as possible. So yes, I’m okay with some short shifts. Plus I could use the break. And I work six days this week, so I’m very okay with it!
After work went to Hallmark with my mom. I got two plagues. One said “Everything is fine. Yep, even that one thing” (something like that. Its downstairs and too lazy to get it). The other said “This is My Happy Place”. I’m a sucker for these kinds of things. The first was like made for me since I always ask my mom stuff like that! 😊
Afterwards we went to Applebee’s for lunch. We shared some boneless wings. I had a shrimp stir fry which is yummy. I’ve been getting that there lately. It can be a bit spicy, but I like it. Also had this chocolate meltdown dessert. And I totally ate too much! 😅
After we went home, I went and plopped on the couch and napped. I was trying to avoid that in order to get some sleep tonight, but I was so worn out! 😣 I’ll just make sure to take this one medication I take that’s for anxiety, but is used for mostly help with sleep (which was why I was prescribed it). I should be taking it more, like probably every night, I just don’t want to take it late if I get to bed late. Might make me oversleep.
But yeah, napped for a few hours, played around online, ate dinner, lazed about, and did some chores.
It was all in all, a pretty good day!