Today has been…stressful. Just work mostly, and having a hard time dealing with people and stuff. I’m not going into details.
I did have a good chat with my mom. I’m going to try harder to just relax. Just gotta just worry about myself (well NOT worry or try not to), and just chill.
I shall try harder! *shakes fist*
Wait, what’s this? Two entries in a row? *gasp* 😮
Why yes, it is! 😄 I said I’d try. Key word there. Remember it when there’s a lack of me posting! 😆
Anyway…I am so freaking tired today! 😴 I got to bed late last night, plus I slept cruddy, so extra tired! Luckily I only worked 5 am – 10 am. Though sadly we’re doing construction at work so its a real pain there. I want to be there for it as little as possible. So yes, I’m okay with some short shifts. Plus I could use the break. And I work six days this week, so I’m very okay with it!
After work went to Hallmark with my mom. I got two plagues. One said “Everything is fine. Yep, even that one thing” (something like that. Its downstairs and too lazy to get it). The other said “This is My Happy Place”. I’m a sucker for these kinds of things. The first was like made for me since I always ask my mom stuff like that! 😊
Afterwards we went to Applebee’s for lunch. We shared some boneless wings. I had a shrimp stir fry which is yummy. I’ve been getting that there lately. It can be a bit spicy, but I like it. Also had this chocolate meltdown dessert. And I totally ate too much! 😅
After we went home, I went and plopped on the couch and napped. I was trying to avoid that in order to get some sleep tonight, but I was so worn out! 😣 I’ll just make sure to take this one medication I take that’s for anxiety, but is used for mostly help with sleep (which was why I was prescribed it). I should be taking it more, like probably every night, I just don’t want to take it late if I get to bed late. Might make me oversleep.
But yeah, napped for a few hours, played around online, ate dinner, lazed about, and did some chores.
It was all in all, a pretty good day!
I’ve gone into my lovely habit of disappearing again! Oops! 😅 If it makes ya feel better I do it on my forum too! 😆
Anyway, its Sunday so its my usual running around doing chores and chilling in between. This is one of my between times so I decided to finally update here!
As usual I’ve been feeling quite anxious, but today I feel quite good! 😊 I think its a combo of making myself ignore stuff (worries and stuff) and making myself do stuff (yay productiveness!). I really gotta do this regularly. It would probably help me a lot.
Which reminds me. I have a doctor appointment tomorrow. She’ll probably want to check if I feel a difference with the medication I’ve been taking for bipolar issues. Honestly not sure what to tell her. My mom said she noticed a difference. For me, its hard to tell. I have this habit where when I start medications like that and I feel like its magically working, and then once I have a problem I feel like it isn’t. My mom thinks its a confidence thing, which it probably is. That and I tend to fight against anything that might help me. I guess I just gotta let go and let stuff happen. Easier said then done though!
Well, I guess I’ll leave this here. Hopefully I’ll write way sooner this time!