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Meh day

Today has been…okay I suppose.

Work was irriatating me this morning. I was very grumpy. I went on an early break which I wasn’t pleased about, but on the other hand just wanted to take a break too. It didn’t really matter since I went home early anyway. They needed to cut people because they keep scheduling way too many people. Only worked slightly under three hours. I was fine with it since I was kinda hoping they’d have to. Would of been nice if they’d decided that before putting me on break. Also gotta watch it. I can’t lose too many hours. I think they said they gotta look at tomorrow’s schedule too, so hopefully they don’t shorten me. I already have a total of 3 short days counting today. So just gotta watch it with going home early.

Its hard cause I just get so sick of it. A lot of the people I work with are idiots. Honestly people tend to get on my nerves. Its just…very hard for me. Plus I get sick of having to do more then the others. I just don’t feel like working right now. But I need to, and besides I should be grateful to have this job, and I am. Its just hard sometimes. Especially when I get into these slumps or moods.

When I got home I played a bit of Animal Crossing: New Horizons and took a nap. After I woke up I fed myself, lazed a bit then cleaned my room.

Also had a doctor appointment over the phone. This doctor takes care of any medical stuff I need for my anxiety and depression (same place my counselor is at). I hate these things because I have a real hard time being completely honest. I always get scared they’ll think I’m nuts and lock me up. I know I’m not, just have trouble with stuff, but I hate telling them this stuff. I do have to get better with that. I do however, try to be mostly honest.

Anyway nothing major there. She renewed my medications I think and is sending scripts for a blood test. She wants me check that I’m all good.

On the subject of medical junk I think I’ve been grinding my teeth at night again. Ever so often it pops up. I guess when I get tense. I usually would wear a mouth guard for a bit at night and it would go away. I tried a different kind (since that’s all there was at the store). However, it made my gums feel weird in the morning. I think maybe the plastic rubbing on them? Not sure. But gonna try it without it tonight. I’ll just try not to clench them if I can help it. I hate when this happens, since it makes my mouth hurt. Hopefully it’ll go away soon.

Well, I guess that’s it for now.

Posted on July 28th, 2020 in Health, Offline, Work by Megan. 10 Comments

Posted on July 31st, 2020, at 2:57 pm by Sushy.

My dentist once said I grind my teeth too, but I never noticed it. Sorry to hear you have to work with idiots!

Posted on August 2nd, 2020, at 2:36 pm by Megan.


Posted on August 3rd, 2020, at 7:29 pm by Hina.

Take care!!! I sometimes hope to I could stop working and just do what I really want but can’t really help it if you’re the one feeding your family XD So I just keep going even if it’s hard.. Take one step at a time until you’re comfortable 🙂

Posted on August 8th, 2020, at 8:08 pm by Megan.


Posted on August 8th, 2020, at 1:23 pm by Deanna.

Here they have to pay you for 3 hours even if they send you home sooner. It’s hard as a manager to cut hours. I usually ask my team members if anyone wants to go home early and sometimes I give them an option of when they want to leave. This month has been easier though because no one seems to want to work in the first place haha.

That sucks that you are grinding your teeth. I’ve been having trouble sleeping myself lately due to stress. I wake up at least once or twice every night for the last month or two. And some nights I wake up at 4am and cannot get back to sleep. Or I’ll wake up in the middle of the night and be awake for 2 hours. I’m so tired…

Posted on August 8th, 2020, at 8:09 pm by Megan.

For us we just have to sign a paper saying we’re leaving before three hours. Most often I don’t care about going home.

Aw, I feel you. I usually get up a few times during the night myself.

Posted on August 10th, 2020, at 1:57 am by Christine.

Hi Megan!

I’m sorry, I know it’s been such a long while since I’ve been to your website. In spite of these hard times, I hope you are safe and doing well.

Oh no, I’m sorry to hear that work has been stressful for you. 🙁 And yeah, the fear that your hours could be cut down even more…yikes. I still have my job, too, and I’m also grateful that I’ve been fortunate to not have been laid off. But that doesn’t change the fact that we experience hard times even at work, and it’s perfectly okay for you to feel stressed and sick & tired of BS that happens at work. I hope work hasn’t been too harsh on you.

OMG, kudos to you for cleaning your room! 🙂 I am super lazy these days, so my room is pretty messy.

Awwww, sorry to hear about the doctor appointments and your concerns about them thinking negatively of you. I agree with you — even though we know that they’re professionals who genuinely want to help people…I feel like some doctors come off a little bit “cold.” My old doctor was like that, so I didn’t want to see him unless I absolutely had to. But I hope you have a nice doctor who’s been friendly and patient.

Ooohhh, the grinding teeth at night thing sounds kinda painful. 🙁 Is that something your dentist helps you with (since you mentioned a mouth guard)?

Posted on August 10th, 2020, at 12:40 pm by Megan.

XD Its fine, we have LIVES. Silly.

Work is mostly okay just tends to be stressful. Hope your job is going well too!

Most of my doctors are pretty good honestly. As for the teeth grinding, the grinding itself doesn’t hurt, I sometimes do it during the night when I sleep and it just makes certain parts of my mouth hurt sometimes. Usually if it happens I buy an over the counter mouth guard which usually helps. And that seems to have gotten better. I do it once in a while about once a year.

Posted on August 11th, 2020, at 1:41 pm by Dee.

Sorry to hear that things aren’t going super well. 🙁 I also grind my teeth at night. I have a mouth guard, but I hate wearing it, so I only wear it during periods of time that my grinding is really bad. I think stress brings it on.

At least you have Animal Crossing, thats one positive! This pandemic is surely making everything harder, when life was already hard to begin with. I hope things get better for you! Hang in there.❤️

Posted on August 12th, 2020, at 3:33 pm by Megan.

Aw thanks. Things aren’t too bad right now. Hope you’re doing okay!


Name: Megan
Nicknames: Maroon and Maroon Caludin
Gender: Female
Birthdate: September 25th
Age: 38
Occupation: McDonalds employee
Hobbies: Writing, drawing, reading, games, computers, role playing, web design, cartoons, comics, manga/anime, web comics, and animals Read More