Happy Birthday, Billy!

I know, its been a while. Just either haven’t had time, or well didn’t feel like writing. 😅 Anyway, thanks guys for the support about my brother. It means a lot. 🙂

Stuff has mostly been the same. Except been sick for the last week. My mom is gonna try to get a hold of the doctor in the morning. I gotta get rid of whatever this is! 😡 On the plus I’m off work for the week. Well, I was basically off last week with being sick, but this week I had actually taken off for. 😝

Also this is being written on the 15th, but haven’t gone to bed yet, so to me it still feels like the 14th. Anyway, it was my brother’s birthday. We had decided to send some balloons up in the sky for him, and a sky lantern. Later my aunt brought over some bubble blower to send bubbles up with too. Oh, and my mom had some Megaman toy she had bought for him months ago so she put it in his room.

I’m doing okay about all this. I just…its not that I don’t care. I do…I guess I don’t have room for it right now in my head. In a way it still doesn’t feel real. Its really hit my mom hard…and my dog. She keeps looking for him.

I’ll always love and miss him. He really should still be here.

Anyway, guess that’s all for now.