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Feeling overwhelmed

So…I haven’t written since before my vacation.

In regards to that it was okay. Not as good as my first.

Anyway, lately been feeling a bit overwhelmed.

Work is always an issue there. It gets to me. Just gets…rough. But right now mostly I think some of the habits I’ve been trying to do aren’t helping. And by habits I mean things like my bullet journal, gratitude journal, mediation, stuff like that. Though I do think the meditation has been helpful. I just feel stressed about it. Especially in the morning doing that stuff.

I did discuss it with my mom and I’m taking a break from it. And then I’ll slowly try the stuff again and see how I feel.

Today was the first day I tried. I feel sorta happy I guess. More free. Part of me I guess doesn’t want to. I’m not saying I’m giving up the stuff. Not yet. I’m going to see how I feel. Like the meditation I do enjoy. Some days its meh but other days awesome. I think it does help too. But I’m going to try without it and see like the other stuff. Could be I’m just trying to do too much. But again we’ll see.

Posted on September 10th, 2020 in Health, Offline, Writing by Megan. 4 Comments


As usual not much going on. Had a nice Thanksgiving. Hope everyone else did too!

Right now working away at Christmas shopping. Though mostly set, other then a few gifts.

I really would like to update more. Just…rarely much to write about. But don’t want to give up this place either. No, I’m not closing it! 😛

I mostly write here like in the old days of blogging. Just bout my life. Just always have. Though the few times I’ve had more themed posts, those were fun.

I think part of my issue sometimes is I have a hard time sharing some stuff. Like stuff I mess up and what not, or thoughts I don’t think are great. I get ashamed or embarrassed. I have the same issue with my offline journal. But, I guess it shouldn’t matter. Just write about what I want, as long as I’m not hurting anyone.

Anyway, what would you guys like to see? I won’t definitely take your suggestions for sure, but I will consider them!

Posted on December 3rd, 2019 in Holidays, Misc, Offline, Online, Writing by Megan. 8 Comments


So, I’m sure you’re all wondering where all my posts went. Well, its honestly kind of silly I guess.

I recently started a new journal. I had another I was writing in, but the notebook it was in. I hated writing in it even though it was pretty (and had roses). I decided to switch to something smaller and more portable. I ended up tossing the old one.

Here’s my new one!:

Cute right? I love it. And the unicorn is nice and soft. So, he’s my new journal! 😀 I’ve been enjoying writing in it. Gonna try to keep at it!

So what does that have to do with my blog? Well I decided to start fresh here as well. I’m going to try to just let myself go here and not take it so seriously and act like everything has to be only positive (not that positive isn’t good, but that’s not always how my life is) and just not try to act like it has to be a certain way or perfect.

Cute fabric Unicorn notebook I got from Office Max!

Honestly its kinda hard not to redo the whole site. 😆 I have a horrible habit of re-doing things, which I’m trying to like not do. Especially with stuff like this. I know after a while sometimes people get fed up. So yeah, leaving that alone. And hopefully won’t purge posts again here!

Like my journal I’ll try to keep at blogging here!

Posted on February 18th, 2019 in Offline, Online, Writing by Megan. 6 Comments

Name: Megan
Nicknames: Maroon and Maroon Caludin
Gender: Female
Birthdate: September 25th
Age: 38
Occupation: McDonalds employee
Hobbies: Writing, drawing, reading, games, computers, role playing, web design, cartoons, comics, manga/anime, web comics, and animals Read More