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First thanks for the well wishes. 😊

I obviously felt the urge to write.

I have this habit of mine where I feel I need to re-do certain things. Its probably due to my OCD. Its a habit I hate because it causes me a lot of stress. I’ve been feeling that a lot this week…

There was a few things I was starting to re-do and stuff. However, I decided I simply don’t want to and I don’t want to care about it. Of course part of me feels rather uneasy about this, but another part (which feels bigger at the moment) feels determination to just get over it. I know that’s also the only way I will. Its scary, but I’ll try.

I’ll likely run it by my mom, which is another habit of mine. Not exactly a bad one exactly, but I can’t rely on her all the time as much as I do. Its not that she doesn’t help me and stuff. She does. She’s nearly always there for me. But, for both our sakes I need to handle stuff on my own.

So, yes, I’m going to keep trying. ☺ Duh. 😆

I’ve done a bit better with this break of mine. Well, as far as spending a little less time online. Mostly just check role plays and some other stuff.

Well, I have to finish getting ready for bed and stuff. Later!


Kassy and Pauline

Posted on August 2nd, 2018 in Health, Offline by Megan. 12 Comments

Posted on August 5th, 2018, at 7:53 am by Christine.

Hey Megan! I’m sorry to hear you’ve been going through a tough time. =( I hope you’re feeling a little better.

I agree — taking a small break from things (even stuff we enjoy doing, such as going online) can actually be a nice “refresher” for us. We can focus on other stuff, reflect on things, or just plain relax (which is always nice).

Habits can be pretty difficult to break. ><;;;
Best wishes to you!! You've got the determination: you can do this! 😀

Posted on August 6th, 2018, at 2:22 pm by Megan.

Hey Christine!

Thank you. =3 I’m not feeling quite as I was, I mean I still having trouble, but I think I’m doing a little better. I have found the break has been helping. I’ve felt a little less stressed. Thanks for the support! *hugs*

Posted on August 6th, 2018, at 6:00 am by Pauline.

I love the determination that you have! You can do it Megan <3 I believe in you!! All the best. <3

Posted on August 6th, 2018, at 2:21 pm by Megan.

That determination keeps wavering for me, but thank you. That means a lot to me! I’ll keep trying! =3

Posted on August 7th, 2018, at 1:24 am by Claudine.

Sorry I’ve been MIA! Life got in the way 🙁

It’s good to take a break sometimes to help you refresh and keep things in perspective. I admit, sometimes it’s hard for me to do too, since old habits and mindsets can be really hard to break! But it looks like you’re determined to make this change, so I believe you’ll get there <3

Posted on August 13th, 2018, at 11:52 pm by Megan.

Life tends to do that to all of us! XD

And yeah, that’s how I feel too. It can be hard to stop doing stuff you’re used to. And thank you!

Posted on August 9th, 2018, at 5:32 am by Mikari.

I hope you keep feeling better soon

Posted on August 13th, 2018, at 11:50 pm by Megan.


Posted on August 10th, 2018, at 8:35 am by Xian.

Hello Megan! Blog hopping!
I’m sometimes like that like at first it wasn’t really enough so I don’t care if I have to do it again as long as I get to be satisfied with it XD and then there is also me procrastinate a lot so I never get things done on things that I wanted to do XD HAHAHAHA!

Posted on August 13th, 2018, at 11:39 pm by Megan.

Haha, yeah I know how that goes. I hate having to redo stuff personally!

Posted on August 11th, 2018, at 12:48 am by Kassy.

Glad to hear that the break has been helping. I think it’s good that you know that you have the tendency to re-do things. That might sound weird, but I mean sometimes you can get so lost in certain things that are happening, that you don’t realise they are a thing and can’t see them as they occur.

Posted on August 13th, 2018, at 11:34 pm by Megan.


Yeah, my mom told me knowing what my issues are is half the battle. I guess its better then not knowing.


Name: Megan
Nicknames: Maroon and Maroon Caludin
Gender: Female
Birthdate: September 25th
Age: 32
Occupation: McDonalds employee
Hobbies: Writing, drawing, reading, games, computer, role playing, web design, cartoons, comics, manga/anime, web comics, and animals Read More