Figured I should update. I don’t even think I’ve written in my journal this week! Haven’t really thought to or been lazy. But its been a rough week with work. Hopefully this week will be better! Just gotta try harder! 😘
Today been struggling a bit. Mostly with anxiety and stuff. Partly its cause my period should be coming soon. Also I did take my medications later (for depression and anxiety and stuff). I’m used to taking it at like 4:30 am, I took it around noonish. 😅 So probably a bit of everything. However, I mostly been doing okay dealing with it. Just been telling myself to calm down.
I’ve found this quote helpful from Tiny Budda.com:
“When you can’t control what’s happening, challenge yourself to control how you respond to what’s happening. That’s where your power is.” – Unknown –
Its got me all over it! 😆 But I keep thinking of it today and I found it helps. That and trying just to ignore stuff.
Also the same site has an interesting book on worries. More info here. Tempted to try it, but not quite sure if its for me. Plus I do have a lot of journals as it is. 😅 I do follow their twitter and like some of the quotes they post.
I am at least nearly done with all my chores. Just a few more to finish up and all done. Its nice to be done a little bit eariar then usual.
I’d like to watch some Magic Knight Rayearth, but probably won’t happen. Hopefully can at least fit in catching up on reading “Precious Moments Holy Bible” though!
I swear these days I’m just an accident waiting to happen! It just gets worse as the years go by… 😅
So…was at work (where most my lovely accidents happen 😒 ) I was flipping over a garbage can that the closers had put upside down. There’s this drain up front which tends to leak up water, it was sitting near it. I flipped it up (though had to force it since part of the bag part was stuck under a wheel of a nearby cart) and some of the water went into my eye. Shortly started to burn so I tried to wipe it with a wet napkin. It was still irritated. I let a manager know, but since we were short handed they weren’t really paying attention.
I ended up calling my mom, she said to keep flushing it with a handful of water, which I did. I did mention it again to the manager and she said thankfully that the water isn’t sewer water, some ice from outside I guess. But I did have them write an accident report, and I told them I didn’t think I could finish my shift. It was really irritated and bothering me. Kinda felt like a wussy jerk, but I couldn’t work like that.
Anyway, I went home and passed out on the couch (I also didn’t get much sleep).
Woke up later. Eye is still like all dry and irritated, but my mom said it should be okay. I’d know if it had done like any damage. So, hopefully she’s right. Right now its mostly dry and feels just irritated. But flushing could of done that too.
The whole thing still annoys me. So sick of hurting myself at work cause of idiots!
Been somewhat busy lately. And lazy too! 😂
A few months (well more like maybe two at most) we got a treadmill. My mom’s doctor recommended one to her to strengthen her lungs, and I jumped right in saying I’d love one too. Eventually she finally did get one (I’m splitting the price of it with her!) Sadly when we got it when we plugged it in it wouldn’t turn on, so we had to wait for parts for it to be fixed. We waited over a month. It really was ridiculous. One day my mom decided to try plugging it in for the heck of it, and the damn thing turned on! 😦 So, yeah, it apparently works now. So at least we don’t gotta fight to get it repaired anymore.
Anyway, I’ve probably been using it the most. I use it most days for a half hour to an hour. I really love it. It feels great! 😁
Still working at Kingdom Hearts: Final Mix as well, though haven’t been playing a ton. Its hard to find the time sometimes and honestly if I turn it on I’m there for a while. 😅
Also been playing Sailor Moon Drops on and off. Honestly I’m pretty bored of it (have been for a while) but wanna get my fun in till it shuts down at the end of the month.
Also still working on a secret project for my forum. I will share it once I’m done probably. Its getting there though. 🙂
That’s about it really.