Rather late, but oh well.
- Vacation: Had the first of my two weeks of vacation. Usually take one in July and one in August. It was pretty decent. First half I was rather depressed and stuff, but eventually got a bit better.
- Final Fantasy VII: Completed that last month (I think?). Forgot how awesome that game is!
- Break: I’ve been on a bit of a break from things. It was going pretty well. Gotta get back to spending less time online though!
- Gravity Falls: The series hit dvd/BluRay this month! Woot! Gotta get back to watching that sometime. Also the graphic novel Gravity Falls: Lost Legends came out. Its awesome! Not sure if I read it last month or this month though. I put it with Augusts read books anyway.
?: Final Fantasy VII
First thanks for the well wishes. 😊
I obviously felt the urge to write.
I have this habit of mine where I feel I need to re-do certain things. Its probably due to my OCD. Its a habit I hate because it causes me a lot of stress. I’ve been feeling that a lot this week…
There was a few things I was starting to re-do and stuff. However, I decided I simply don’t want to and I don’t want to care about it. Of course part of me feels rather uneasy about this, but another part (which feels bigger at the moment) feels determination to just get over it. I know that’s also the only way I will. Its scary, but I’ll try.
I’ll likely run it by my mom, which is another habit of mine. Not exactly a bad one exactly, but I can’t rely on her all the time as much as I do. Its not that she doesn’t help me and stuff. She does. She’s nearly always there for me. But, for both our sakes I need to handle stuff on my own.
So, yes, I’m going to keep trying. ☺ Duh. 😆
I’ve done a bit better with this break of mine. Well, as far as spending a little less time online. Mostly just check role plays and some other stuff.
Well, I have to finish getting ready for bed and stuff. Later!
A while ago I attempted to do this. I mostly failed at it. However, I feel I need to try again.
Over the last few years my depression, anxiety, and worries, have gotten worse. Right now is probably the worse I’ve felt it for a long time. I’m unhappy and have little motivation and energy. The only things I really do is work, sleep, eat, go online, and play games. I haven’t kept up with chores and stuff that I should be doing. I don’t want to be like this anymore. I hate it.
So, I’m going to attempt this again and hopefully it will go better. My goal is mostly to cut back on my time spent online. Its not good for me to go from one screen to another. I will still be coming online. Mostly to check role plays and stuff. And obviously I’ll still be checking mail and what not.
I don’t know if I’ll be posting much (like I have anyway XD) during this. Probably at least my monthy ones. Or if I feel like it. I at least will once a week check on more maintenance type stuff with my sites.
However, this isn’t a good-bye. Just a see ya later. I’ll still be around, I just am going to try to be around less.