I’ve gone into my lovely habit of disappearing again! Oops! 😅 If it makes ya feel better I do it on my forum too! 😆
Anyway, its Sunday so its my usual running around doing chores and chilling in between. This is one of my between times so I decided to finally update here!
As usual I’ve been feeling quite anxious, but today I feel quite good! 😊 I think its a combo of making myself ignore stuff (worries and stuff) and making myself do stuff (yay productiveness!). I really gotta do this regularly. It would probably help me a lot.
Which reminds me. I have a doctor appointment tomorrow. She’ll probably want to check if I feel a difference with the medication I’ve been taking for bipolar issues. Honestly not sure what to tell her. My mom said she noticed a difference. For me, its hard to tell. I have this habit where when I start medications like that and I feel like its magically working, and then once I have a problem I feel like it isn’t. My mom thinks its a confidence thing, which it probably is. That and I tend to fight against anything that might help me. I guess I just gotta let go and let stuff happen. Easier said then done though!
Well, I guess I’ll leave this here. Hopefully I’ll write way sooner this time!
Now that January is over, time to look over the month!
- Fresh Starts: I started fresh on a few things! I sometimes find that helpful! Some things is books, habits, journals, etc.
- DVD’s and Stuff: I went into a little dvd kick. Started watching some stuff I had bought off iTunes a while ago (I forgot how awesome Tenchi Muyo! was!) and due to some sales bought some movies, and stuff. I was watching more for a bit, gotta get back to that!
- New Medication: I was started on new medication to help with bipolar stuff. Its hard to say if it helps, but my mom claims she sees a difference, so let’s hope it helps!
- Site Issues: Had some issues with my forum (twice). Luckily I didn’t lose much!
- Feeling Good: I’ve been doing a bit better I feel, though its off and on, so its still rough.
?: My Little Pony: The Movie and My Little Pony: The Movie
13: My Little Pony: The Movie
?: Tenchi Muyo! Season 1
17: Tenchi Muyo! Season 2
20: When Marnie was There
“Do not give up, the beginning is always the hardest.” – SecondFortune.com –
“You don’t have to control your thoughts, you just have to stop letting them control you.” – Dan Millman –
“Angels can fly because they can take themselves lightly.” – G.K. Chesterton –
“Let the petals of your mind open like a lotus, letting in peace and hope.” – Unknown –
“Today, I will be happier than a bird with a french fry.” – “A Beggars Purse” – Toni Nelson –
“Find peace within.” – Unknown –
“Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.” – John Philip Souza –
“Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass…it’s about learning to dance in the rain.” – Vivian Greene –
“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson –
I know some of you may be wondering where my latest post went? Well, I had an issue with my forum (again!) and had to have my host (Thanks, Host Prestige!) do a back up which worked! 😊 Sadly, it was from before my post so lost that. Not planning on re-writing it.
But the gist of it was, that I was given some more medication (for bipolar along with my anti-depressions). I seem to be doing much better lately. ☺️
In fact…today has been a pretty good day. Especially considering how tired I was today! I slept horrid last night! Went to bed late (from messing with my site), and had a hard time sleeping so I got maybe three hours of sleep. But I got up feeling decent.
I’ve also decided to ditch the gratitude journal I was using (I have others too, but not using em yet), and decided to go back to the Five Minute Journal. I love the structure of it. I ordered a new one and till it comes I’ll use the app. Started it today, and it felt lovely. 😊
So, yeah, pretty good day, and am feeling really good!
Now I have to get ready for bed soon! Night!